despedida

I get why I run so much now. Cause my body would get so tired, just for that few minutes, I stop thinking, about you.

You know something?

my life sucks and I don't know why I'm trying to live up to it.

WHO THE CHAMP!?!?!?

With Nadal out of the way, Federer easily claims the French Open title with a straight set victory over Robin Soderling. I was quite amazed when I checked the scores the day Nadal striked out. Most of all, he was creamed by an anonymous atp ranked 25th Soderling. At least some people lose with pride, unlike a certain American tennis player, whose name starts with an Andy and ends with a Dick. You don't have to raise ur temper against the umpire when your obviously getting outstroked by a frenchman? KYAHMON, you have a fast serve, doesn't mean its a 'no can defend' serve.
HO-SEH! Fuck, my english getting bad...
I gots me a PONYTAIL! my first ponytail, Im gonna name it perky, though its not so perky.
Guess WHO's DITCHING ME FOR ENGLAND? EHEM *cough cough cough* ann....cough cough....abelle.
I need a job, I think. maybe I should work at Cyprus, the lan shop. But yet again, it might have been taken already. I mean, who doesn't want a job at the lan shop? its so slack. You practically sit there all day long and sign ppl in while collecting money, when no one sign's in, you just play free games. its easier than a desk job at my dad's place and, I get to eat boon tong kee chicken rice next door.
Whats better, is that I am within walking distance to great world city.
OH YEA! the guy running the lan shop looks like COACH BEN! but super stoner and less insulting.

gym gym gymbee!

guess my 2.4 timing? 10.41, knn miss the 'A' mark by 20secs, I swear, I was dying with a pace 15 on the threads, but everything seemed so much faster with a 15 pace. A 13/12 pace is like gruelling and long, but a 15 is like, woah, fast. I just need to hang on the 15 mark a little longer to get an 'A'. what else can I cheapskate off to get an 'A'?
sit-ups, sit and reach, standing broad jump(maybe), pull-ups will get me a 'D' but if I work on it, I'm pretty sure a 'C' will be in order.
here comes the scary part, shuttle run, have to be 10.2secs to get 'A'. but whats fucking dumb is, a 'C' is 10.4secs. So, it just shows how retarded some standards are set. The difference between an 'A' and a 'C' is 0.2secs which will probably come from the delayed reaction of the test conductor, as the test result is always derived from an unreliable source which has a high chance of a 0.3 sec chance of delay due to human reaction. if u dun get this, I'll explain it in simpler terms.
I run 10.0secs flat
Ah Huay runs 10.0 secs flat as well
I get some old dude timing my run, who has a 0.5 sec human reaction time.
Ah Huay has a young dude timing his run, who has a 0.3 sec human reaction time.
Ah Huay gets a 'B' grade with a 10.3 sec run, and I get a 'C' with a 10.5 sec run.
This should so be my bio coursework/IOP.

I used to have a problem

had a fight with my parents, came outta the house for some fresh air.
then decided to run, but didn't want to do laps.
so I put on my trusty nano, and ran as far as I could.
it wasn't very far, but I kept running.
till I couldn't run no more,
as though sadness,
shortened the time and energy that fueled my will to run.
Maybe it was just my mind, telling me, not to run too far,
not to get lost.
I reached this overhead bridge, across a hawker center.
It was 12:00 a.m
I sat down on the steps, crying, as the cars passed by.
Somehow, it gave me peace, the sound of the slow, soothing wind that the turning wheels brought along.
It was relieving, and my crying stopped.
the sound, the brush, of the very slight and gentle breeze
was just like a person, sitting next to you
trying to comfort you but, there were no words to explain,
no words to understand,
just, air, to feel and to hear, accompanied by engines and gear shifts.
I enjoyed this relief, every moment of it.
This is what my sorrow is worth.
I got up, and walked back.
The run was fast, but the walk was long.
The walk back, was strange and confusing,
like as though, I had never been here, but the slight twitch of the memory
brought me back home.
I wasn't afraid to run too far, I wasn't afraid to get lost.

Somebody's very blind today

The match, went okay, played for like 30 mins and nearly scored. However, we have unprofessional ref's, hired by the rugby union, to call for imaginary knock-on's. Well woop-deee-dooo, congrats, maybe if the ref's mom was any smarter, she wouldn't have given birth to a blind ass-face aspiring to be a referee.
Therefore, if the ref was not blind, I would have scored, with an excellent sidestep to finish with a fatass grabing my back while I dived for the try line.
Many thanks to Johnny, for the pass after commiting the last defender.
I just realise that I spent the whole day at home, watching shit for nuts on my com, which is, rather relaxing.
I also just realised, the high amount of comma's I have used in this passage, which is rather disturbing.
Thing's I've learned today: slacking is efficient without mom/dad in the house. Sleeping in the TV room is efficient without my brother in the house.
Cheers

HI MUCHACHOS, i feel like i owe you guys a zillion apologies for being so lazy and neglecting my blog. so lately life has been alright...we lost the rugby match to jurong by a teensy but so yeah that doesnt count:) though this coming week we have a match against nationaljc! woots. okay so actually i created a xanga account but that's still under going construction. i tell you the features of xanga are KICKA55!

Im made to do this

EH YOU!!! BETTER READ EVERY SINGLE WORD WITH PRECISION AND COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING!
waddya want me to say? hmm, btw everyone who reads this blog should know I didn't make the last post, someone else did...but I wouldn't really care, cause my blog is so dead anyway.
Training today is awesome...very tiring but awesome, the previous one was even better with the tackling drills and all. My legs are very unwell due to my 2 week long holiday and its kinda getting better.
P.S:honeydew shake at the bubbletea shop near our school sucks, if ur a fan of honeydew, dun buy there.
P.S:Im just too good at winning you.

konichiwaz.guys know what annoys me x 5? that fact that blogger has no cute smileys. xanga > blogger

okley so anyways! guess who's back from london/paris? yours truly. went sightseeing...nth much there, the girls in france were hot, whilst the ones in london were....not so..more chupachubba. same goes for the food,the frenchie food was scrullyupmtious and the food in london was....
the picture says it all,really

Either you miss or I catch the bullet

I fucked up bad guys, I guess I wasn't ready to play, was a bad idea to give it a shot. Sorry about the missed tackles, it was so many, I could barely remember. However, I still don't get how I dropped that ball. It was bouncing to a near halt, all I had to do was to take it from the ground, I guess I took the last bounce too lightly. Shit, damn unfit, need to start running, or I'm fucked for NS.
The game was bad, I was bad, I can't be optimistic, cause I already fucked up.

I missed, the smallest margin.
What else can't I miss now?

TO THE LAND OF THE WHITES!

I'm off to England in a few hours, got a couple of my stuff packed up. Oh yea, I got mah new NANO! from the IT fair at suntec. I also bought a camera. The bundle of free stuff given along with the camera is seriously gao lat, who the hell would give away a tripod stand along with a camera that is the size of ur palm? Nikon, Sony, Fuji and Olympus did. WTF?!?! Seriously, wtf would I do with a tripod stand? I mean, if u give away a tripod stand along with an SLR camera, its ok. But for a digital camera???

Its not gonna be fun cause Im practically moving to a new location everyday. SO its pretty gay. Got stuff to do here and there so I guess this is how a business trip goes huh? All run and no fun. But, I'll be off to Paris after that, for real fun. Cause my dad was like 'since we're there, we might as well go visit Paris, its only a few hours away.'

Lesson learnt: don't buy a new ipod and tell my parents, cause my old one, is suppose to last me a lifetime.

Congrats, thats my motherfucking backline.

first you get a fuckhead scrum-half that can't control his forwards, and whats even smarter is that you got some forwards which are half deaf. Then you put a super solo shitfucker as a fly-half and whats even more awesome about him is that his dog fucking voice can't be heard over a fucking loudhailer. Then after that you get a right-handed fucker who can't pass more than 5 meters to the left to be your ingenius inside-center. Thats my bloody fucking amazing backline that I take a 1 over hour bus to play with, hopefully to get something out of it. What an idiot I must have been to think this was a team that I was part of cause you sure don't FUCKING play like one.

Fuck You

What a Day

You all know what day it is, a fucking boring day. You guys suck! Can't believe all u guys left me alone at home with nothing to do, now I'm gonna starve from movement. Maybe gonna watch Valkyrie later with Nick then head over to cuscaden to meet up with Aubrey. Ahh Cuscaden, its the best place in the world if you don't have plans for the whole day, where single people hang out for Valentines, AWESOME! Its been a long time since I've been there, miss the place, especially the MEE GORENG!
Wish you fuckers a merry Valentines day and have fun, don't get too excited cause you'll have like premature ejaculation....lol.....where the fuck did I come up with that, I so need to start going to church soon...and start praying hard cause I'm so not in HIS good books for saying stuff like that.
Hey Anna, cheer up yea, at least you get to hang with your grandma, both of my grandparents died before I was 3, heard they were really great, according to my brothers.
Shit, my legs damn pain, have to carry some 60++ kg monkey on my back and do squats. At least my efforts paid off, starting on tuesday's match. WOO, excited. Thanks Robert for getting that internal bleeding clothes-line, if I would have started that day, it might gave been me. On second thought, I'm too tall to get clothes-lined so...sob sob...
Going into the army soon, looking forwad to it. Just applied a request to enter during the april batch, hopefully I will instead of going into the july batch. Have to start running soon, damn unfit. Want to get into Pes A, have to get gold for my napfa which I don't think is a problem, all I have to do is concentrate and stop eating so much.
Learnt That: coach's word is omnipotent, coach however, is not.