same jacket for the next few days

Guess Im going to America till the 1st december. Will be there for god knows what??? loads of sighseeing though! first time there. hope it will be fun! :(:(

One word: Extraordinary

Should be out shopping today getting some clothes for holiday to america. Slept at 4 yesterday, my phone couldn't turn on grrr!!! Shit just realize mom didn't give me any money to go shopping so I just have to use my own pfft!

Anna cheer up yea!!! He's just a bus that took you to the wrong place, there will be more driving by for you to get on :) :D. So don't weep and sigh, for there will be a line. :)

Why would she get back with me? She doesn't love me anymore, died a very long time ago. Kills me to say this but I still love her to the extend that I'm thinking about her every single chance I can. She's in indo now, Patrick says I should do something to take her off my mind? Like dating someone else, make a band with nic. But the thing is I still think of her even if I'm occupied. Then Patrick would say 'Then get back with her!'. Then I would say 'even if I did she would not'. Then Patrick would say 'try'. (Shit why am I thinking like that psychotic tuition teacher???) BUT he's got a point, cause if I really like her then I should. I'm telling myself that she's not that great. But when I was with her it was different. I may not have dated much to compare but a gut feeling tells me so. She can somehow strike feelings with her eyes like thunder to lightning. Incomparable. She kills me every time she smiles, she smiles alot.

Now that I've lost you, I tried to hold on but it slowly drift away

Less about her more about me, its my blog remember!!! Ok, Nics birthday was fun. Bought tickets to 'Gameplan' at 10 so hanged out at the arcade for a while, beat Desmond at virtual tennis! lol. Then went to dinner at Hogs Breath, everyone went crazy and ordered pussy foot(its a drink) and the waiter repeated the order 'lemme repeat the order, 8 pussies one shirley temple(my drink)'. Food was damn nice but I couldn't finish my 300gram steak. Then had a little bit of irish liquor and watched Man U vs Arsenal before going to watch the 'gameplan'. Then went back to Sentosa and played table-tennis and pool at 3 a.m. Walked all the way to seven-eleven for nothing. Bought abit of food and alcohol before going back. All the other fags went to sleep except for aubrey, nico, nicholas and me. Stayed up all night long talking about shit in school, how Jared really wants pussy and how Aubrey is a pussy provider. :D When the sun rised up, went to sleep cause kai woke up. Nic woke me up again by pouring Oolong tea on my face and nearly everyone elses. Went down for breakfast and they ran out of waffles!:( then went to Nics house to hang around before going home.
Pass Math YAY!

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Nightly, beside the green green grass.

Hmmm whats so interesting about my life now??....??.?.? Ahh Webb Ellis Cup won by South Aficans. Tri-nations won by South Africans. All because Jake White pushed them forward with his coaching skills. BUT Africa decided not to renew his contract as it ends early next year even though he brought back shitloads of glory. Why??? Well with 9.2% of the population being white, only 3 members of the team are colored. Thus not renewing his contract. Well thats dumb, numerous boundaries are explored and broken into due to his excellent skills on coaching. The Springboks definetly owe it to Jake White.
Exams are over, failed A math and chem. Others are not confirmed yet. Feeling a bit sick lately, exam stress probably. Rugby training is back, new coach, some dude that was a refereed one of our matches before. Was quite fun to have to run again.

Going to laugh as I watch her cry when he leaves her alone on the dance floor,

Till then be Glory to the King.

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France throws a powerful Haymaker knocking the All-blacks out

FUCKING HELLLLL! DAMN CHIBAI, ALL BLACKS LOST TO FRANCE! WTF MAN! CARTER NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT HIS KICKS AND I STILL DUNNO WHY GRAHAM HENRY STILL WANT TO KEEP HIM! BLOODY DUMSHIT! FUCKING FRENCHIES WANT TO PLAY KICKS DOESN'T MEAN ALL-BLACKS ALSO HAVE TO PLAY KICKS! ALL-BLACKS SUPPOSED TO CONTROL THE FUCKING GAME AND PLAY HOWEVER THEY WANT AND NOT KICK CAUSED OF WHAT THE FRENCHIES ARE DOING! FUCK THE FRENCH, NOW THEY MAKE ME HATE THEM MORE(but their food is still good)!!! FUCK DAN CARTER THE ASSFUCKER! NOW THE ONLY RESPECTABLE TEAM PLAYING THERE IS FIJI AND ARGENTINA! FUCK THE ENGLISH FOR BEATING AUSTRALIA! FUCK THE FRENCH! AND FUCK THE SCOTTISH! FRANCE SHOULD NOT HAVE HOSTED THIS TIME.

Need tuition desperately, gonna call Nico tutor for help. need to re-teach all of year 3 e-maths and chem. Stayed up till 4a.m to watch New Zealand lose. Damn pissing, have to buck up on my studies, have a feeling I am gonna fail if I don't have a tutor by monday. Nico's birthday party quite fun, got tackled by Desmond into the pool. Sadly I didn't get to to taste the cream spinach. Had a bit of alcohol at Nics place after while watching Australia lose to England. Haizz sad sad year for all champs. Have not bought my racket yet, but going to soon after exams.

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OKTOBERFEST IS COMING!!!!!!!!!

IN CASE YOU ARE A BLIND PIECE OF MOTHERFUCKING BULLDOZER AND HAVE NOT REALISED THE TITLE, OKTOBERFEST IS COMING BITCHES!!!!!!!
note: in-case you are a anti-german freak and don't know anything but sms and msn all day long read the following
-OKTOBERFEST!!! is a german festival every start of october for 17 days straight
-it is celebrated for the unity of germany
-but me and blu don't think that way, instead we think of it as a major german BEEEEEEEEER drinking celebration!
-Of course there are many different german foods sold like, pork knuckle, Sauerkraut, Sauerbraten, Wienerschnitzel, Rouladen, Bratwurst Goulash. I love pork!
I went to the club to celebrate and it was bloody darn good, $7 for a big fat mug of beer, probably 2 pines of Erdinger!

damn, can't stop listening to The Academy Is... Fucking Jo and Des, idiots say Rokocoko is out to retire. Full-of-shit, just saw him play IRB All-Blacks against Romania, he scored a hat-trick. That match damn funny, 37 seconds first try by Sitiveni Sivivatu. Half-time 36-5, 85-8 final, ALL-BLACKS OWN! On fire, they have not lost a match.

Damn bored, waited the whole fucking day for anna to reply sms. In the end stay at home the whole day, fucking hell make people wait again. Just watch Chris Brown's super 18 on MTV, it was bullshit. Who the hell in the right mind would buy himself a Murcielago for his birthday present. That car suck balls cause it lost to an Evo 8 without a mod of 400BHP. GEEZ, the Murcielago has 3 times the cylinder and valves producing 640BHP and still lost to something less than a quarter of its price tag. Thats why Japanese-German engineering still got it since it started.

Lemme see what else I did hmmmm..?? I bought 2 new shoes, Adidas and Nike. Bought new Everlast hoody and got a really trim haircut from Ferredus. My shoes abit crazy this week but Nike got 50% discount so might as well get a pair :). My nose acting up abit after the swim, even lost to Aunty Dorothy in pool yesterday!!!AUNTY!!! Is still acting up today after I went to church. Still hungry, going down to grab some grub.

Got this from E.B's blog:

10 REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD DATE A RUGBY PLAYER
Type: Sports & Recreation - Extreme Sports
Description: 10 reasons why you should date a Rugby player:

1. We can do it 80 minutes straight in 15 different positions
2. We're used to scoring big and taking pain
3. We love the grass
4. Getting sweaty and dirty is no problem
5. Skill and moves are definite
6. We'll play anywhere and anytime
7. We play well with others
8. We’re always on the top of the game
9. We know when to take charge
10. We also know when to play rough

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What you said when you left. Just left me cold and outta breath

The internet finally fixed, turns out its not my com got problem. Sometimes trusty Compaq will survive ALL-THE-WAY till the next Singapore PC fair. Just downloaded more Daughtry songs, 'over you' actually means alot, to me, maybe its similar? Yes it is, your fine kid. Your not bleeding that much. You had a bruise and its fading, healing very well. Yea, scars don't fade blu, they just remind you that exposed area which you once left it open. Well then lets cover up and leave it eh? It don't mean anything to you no more right? Guess thats kinda true, maybe not anymore. Maybe not at all. You see kid, when your not sure, it comes back to you like a boomerang. You got to know that your sure and move turd. Thanks blu, guess you are a pretty nice voice in my head. Get it straight, when your sad I'm sad. You affect me cause I live in your emotions.

Just bought a Gillette Fusion Power shaver. I smashed my brothers racket, don't intend to tell him till later. Spud is limping cause one of his hind legs are injured, the vet said its a 'minor' sprain and he got flu as well. Cause my fucked up maid go put dog treats into his food, fucking act smart idiot. Nope, not a Babolat. My other brother 'inherited' my psp since he started playing it. Went out with Anna and Qi and had loads of unplanned shit that was pretty fun and as 'cheap' as possible. Went Nic house, learn how to play drum thx to Joseph and Desmond, still got many more beats to learn. Wanted to go for the marathon sleepover but parents don't let. Going to buy racket and shoes tomorrow, one Dunhill Ladbrokes for walking, one tennis shoe and probably the 'K Factor' by Wilson or some Head racket. Never play tennis for a very long time, weather too hot.

All the basketball hoops broke off so no basketball. I miss rugby. Canteen food getting more and more crappy. They even weigh each dough mixture before baking it, WTF! Like TianGe said 'you see the uncle starting drive the small car now drive so big car, I hate that guy' then 'KNN CCB F...K this, F...K that, ALL MONEY GRUBBING MOTHERFU...KERS' Damn FUCK-UP lah, the school increase school fees again sia. Fucking AUNTIE IVY only know how to eat money. Say alot of bullshit like, 'we have to match up with other international schools.' FUCK IVY, FUCK BERRETT, FUCK JEROME TAN AND FUCK TAN WAH TONG. BLOODY FUCK, HIRE ALL THE FUCKING SINGAPORE TEACHERS AND SAY ITS IB TEACHERS. WT-FUCK. SAY ALOT OF BULLSHIT PROMISES LIKE 'YOU TUTORS WILL UPDATE YOU ON YOUR PROGRESS AND ARRANGE SESSIONS TO IMPROVE ON YOUR WEAKNESSES' ALL THE STAFF HERE ONLY KNOW HOW TO 'BUA' MONEY ON THEIR LAN JIAO AND LAUGH. ST JOSEPH INTERNATIONAL ALREADY HAVE A CAMPUS 4 TIMES THE SIZE READY BUILT WITH FULLY AIR-CONDITIONED CLASSROOMS AND COMPLETELY IB TRAINED TEACHERS AND THEY HAVEN'T EVEN START TILL NEXT YEAR. OUR TEACHER SEND TO SYDNEY FOR IB 'COURSE', FUCKING HOLIDAY NOT COURSE, ALL CAN'T EVEN FUCKING TEACH. MIGHT AS WELL HIRE FUCKING IB TEACHER DON'T NEED TO WASTE TIME. FUCKING FINANCIAL ADVISOR, FUCKING ONLY IVY THERE. SO MUCH MONEY LET ONE LADY CONTROL. SHOULD LET A FUCKING GROUP CONTROL OTHERWISE SHE CAN JUST DO ANYTHING SHE WANT. LIKE TAKE 5000 DOLLAR NOTE TO 'BUA' ON JEROME TAN STRAP ON DICK. 9 MILLION A YEAR, 9 FUCKING MILLION GO WHERE HUH IVY? GO DOROTHY GAM ASSHOLE? I REPEAT, $9000000, FUCKING THAT MUCH MONEY GO WHERE? STILL GOT ALL THE PARENTS FUCKING DONATE, GOT ALL THE FUCKING FUNDRAISER. STILL GOT BARKER, INDEPENDENT AND ACJC HELP US STILL NO ENOUGH. FUCKING TAN WAH TONG DIDN'T DO ANYTHING STILL WANT TO BE CHAIRMAN. BET HE DON'T EVEN HAVE A FUCKING DEGREE. MAKE HIMSELF A GUEST OF HONOR AT NEARLY EVERY SCHOOL EVENT. FUCKING SEE HIM EVERYDAY, WHAT GUEST OF HONOR, DIDN'T EVEN GIVE SPEECH. ASK HIM GO 'BUA' HIS WIFE LAN JIAO.the parents will realize eventually.

Now got to get a math tutor for everyday then can pass math at the final exam. Weekend again, closer and closer to exams. Gonna go sleep now.

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buang-ness kicking in

Dorothy is full of shit again. threaten to call my mom if I hand in late work one more time. bloody hell. stupid curry masturbating asfucker. She never come yesterday, still haven't mark our lit draft and give her student pressure. Even josephine is knows of her extremely frequent MCs. Average of 4MCs a term, got one time 2 weeks never come straight. Everyday sit there and never mark work, then say I might as well not come to class if i never bring macbeth. She even ask me if I bothered to borrow from my friends. I did but they still have literature. 'excuses JiaJun' she just as me a question, I answered but it was excuses. Then you don't ask lah! stupid fat shit.

Anyway, I won't let these bleeding imbaceils spoil my incoming weekend. Maybe waeboarding, maybe ikea on saturday with Anna? Feel damn good this whole week. Win alot of things. Win doubles match with Brina (he do most of the work, I just stand there volley). Win 4 consecutive basketball matches with Gavin and Kai, super rebound pro!!! Flaw of the week is, have to get science fair group.
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Can't believe I was fucking close to crying when I watched Bewitched on HBO, when the guy break up with the girl. Another perfect, bullshit love story. Now sitting at the balcony, sea breeze damn fucking nice. But I'm starting to feel a chill. Tomoro is big day for tennis, loads of peeps bringing racket to play. Nico say wear all the fuck up shit for fun, maybe I will hahah. Brought 3 mini bottles of alcohol yesterday. Brina drank half of the small vodka and he got fucking tipsy, cannot concentrate on floorball, his face fucking red hahhah!!! Sat at the foyer talking about army stuff, alot of bullshit about some gay platoon that Nic said. Then Brina said something about tying the guy up on a tree and put red ants all over him. Damn funny!!! In about 3 years time have to go already, should be like a longer version of rugby camp or OBS???
Blueregard seems to be missing in action for a long time, must be at that beach I imagined about palau tioman. What are you talking about, I was right here all along. Listening to your pathetic mind reading of your current post. Oh rig....ht, going to sleep now. Hope Dorothy does not come again tomoro.

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